strive to be survived ;)

Hey you again..

It’s been long time not seeing your reflection

Why owhhh don’t know why I keep seeing you when you are feeling like shiiiitt…

you probably don’t wanna but it seems it’s the only way out.. diversion that you have to do..

2012.. booyaahhh.. you thought it’s gonna be your year and frinckin celebrate with gazillion happiness and joy.. as a starter it has just been the opposite.. you are striving to survive.. lost interest in working… in relationship.. in trust.. in appreciation.. in friendship.. you are pathetic really really wretched..

But it’s not that like you are sobbing everyday noopeee you are not that type of person.. and you ‘re thankful for that.. beyond gratitude that you have faith in GOD and family to gain this phase..

Being 30 it’s kina hard by mean fuckin hard… 30.. single.. average career..  but not a single thing pressure that’s given by mom dad.. bleesseeed for having them in your life..

You are really struggling … mentally physically..  some friends go but some come along.. regrets?? definitely but you are done, cut it up and re start your emotion..

Looking for heaven but found devil in you..  but what the hell u are gonna let it happens..

This is your journey u have to deal with it.. don’t be frinckin coward.. you keep saying and enlighten people to do that.. tell your self also.. never be afraid of confrontation.. risk or even losing.. Half journey of 2012… please let the rest make you stronger enough and be sincerely happy.. please GOD.. for any circumstances.. please keep on the right track…